tarry and be still...

"love never gets tired... only people do...
whenever i get tired, it doesn't mean that i don't love anymore...
i just need a rest so that...
I could come back to even love you more..."

yes, love never gets tired only people do... i know how to love but now i am tired of doing so...
why? for almost all the time people kept me waiting... waiting for answers, for reassurances and most of the time for NOTHING!!! Oh! how angry i am for people who could guiltlessly carry on with their lives without even thinking that they left someone painfully waiting for them... it just pains me that all the time i have to be hanged floating in mid- air... desperately praying that somehow someone would catch me or that someone is kind enough to keep me planted on the ground... it just pains me that i don't understand why i have to depend on someone as if it were my only salvation from losing sanity or myself... i don't understand... maybe i'm just so used of people making me wait alll the time so i now i don't know the difference at all... i don't know... but now i am tired of waiting...